So it's been quite a while since I've blogged here. I've been INSANELY busy with school. Like, no joke. My mother doesn't understand how I spend all my flex bucks...simple answer? I've been crazy busy with school and had NO time to go to the dining hall. WHY is Senior Year like this? Nooo fun. I'm trying to do well and at least pass (one in particular) all of my classes. I'm constantly studying, working, or working on something. The brief times in the afternoons when people see me is my only real break time that I give myself. I'm stressed to the point of tears. I feel like things are moving way too fast. I can barely keep up with life right now. I don't mean to make my first post back such a downer. It's just the way things are right now.
I miss my friends. The ones that graduated in '09, the ones that no longer go here (T_T) and the ones that still do go here but that i never have time to see or they don't. Between the two of us it can get pretty complicated. Two meaning me any any said friend who I try to hang out with.
But I wrote that a few hours ago. Now I'm feeling a bit better. I'm role-playing with my best online friend Azi who is, regardless of location, one of the best friends I've ever had. =) And I'm chatting with her and chatting with a friend of hers whom we call Rani. Hehe. It's much more fun and hyperness has ensued. I'm feeling a lot better now. I think I just needed to talk to people. I was alone in my room having just woken up and was feeling kinda blah. Now I'm just relaxing, eating candy and goofing off with my friends. It's a lot more fun now. And this weekend has been fun too. It was Mountain Day weekend so I, at least briefly, saw some friends of mine who were alums come up. I got to participate in the Olympics...even if we did fail epically. And I went to Marthapalooza for pretty much the whole time. =)
So now I'm going back to my own little crazy land with my crazy friends to have some crazy fun. It's a nice little world and to me it's what I need and want right now. So if you need me, or want me, you now know where to find me for the rest of the evening.
Ta ta for now.
~ Katie
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I'm glad you found a way to chill and have some fun. Although I've said it once and I'll say it again: you take too much onto yourself at once. Not just this semester, but every semester since I've known you, you've been super stressed out. I know you have a lot of things you have to do and some things you want to do. But you also have some things that you DON'T have to do, but you've convinced yourself you do. I guarantee you dropping some of those would give you a twinge of regret, but would probably be healthier for you--and your GPA--in the long run.
ReplyDeleteNot bossiness, dear. Just honesty.